Get Out

2005-03-21T18:59:00.000+08:00

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2005-01-19T17:05:00.000+08:00

I totally obsessed with finding out who is Kenny Kwek. It has been said I look like him. I mean really look like him. But not like twins. Actually thats not the freaky part. The freaky part is that our personality are quite alike. I have been like to everyone and like asking "Do you know who is Kenny Kwek? Do really look like him?" I starting to think that people are thinking I am crazy. Haha..

2005-01-13T19:18:00.000+08:00

The 2nd week is almost over. I still have not made my choice yet. Sigh.. I really dont know what to do. This is important that I cant make a choice. Cuz either way its the same. Arggh.. Kill me!

2005-01-11T15:09:00.000+08:00

I just wanna runaway and hide from everyone. I feel so scared in case I fall. I am trying to prove to them that I can make it on my own. So tell me why does it feel so hard today.

I dont wanna waste anymore time, on something I cant do. So dont try and talk me into it. Cuz I am not coming with you.

I have always tried to wear my heart on my sleeve, but now I am hiding it away. I know my friends will always by my side. So tell me why does it feel so hard today.

I dont wanna waste anymore time, on something I cant do. So dont try and talk me into it. Cuz I am not coming with you.

I dont wanna waste anymore time, there is nothing I can do. So dont try and talk me into it. Cuz I am not coming with you.

2005-01-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

Its got me feeling so insecure. I am tired acting like I am so damn sure. And I think think that they can all just sense the weakness inside of me. Its hard.

I have gotta keep this dream alive or it is goodbye. I need some help right now, but I cant cry out and let everybody know. That underneath my skin I am torn and scared, but I will keep my feelings in or it is goodbye.

Try to keep it on time, when I am talking do you feel much safer somehow. Once I was strong
But now it all seems to feel so wrong.

I have gotta keep this dream alive or it is goodbye. I need some help right now, but I cant cry out and let everybody know. That underneath my skin I am torn and scared, but I will keep my feelings in or it is goodbye.

It is goodbye.

2005-01-07T17:02:00.000+08:00

Finally. 1 week is over. Sigh.. Miss Seah somehow manage to make me stay put for another week. I'm really sick of it and just want to get out of it as fast as possible. As I have said. It's killing me. I still think it's not meant to be. We'll see..

2005-01-06T20:12:00.000+08:00

Kill Me! Kill Me! Kill Me! Arggh.. Why did I make such a stupid choice! I can't take it! I should have stayed! I'm not able to cope anymore. Why make myself suffer! Transfer Out! Transfer Out! Arggh.. I need to transfer out! This is just too much for me to handle. It's killing me! Let me out! I don't want it anymore. No more! I just want OUT! That's all! OUT! Somebody Kill Me!

2005-01-03T21:02:00.000+08:00

Arggh! Just found out I have History, English, Science and Maths holiday homework! And the best part, I can't download it! Arggh.. I'm starting to think I have made a very big mistake. Sigh.. Too bad I can't get out of it.

2004-12-25T17:44:00.000+08:00

Whoo Hoo! This s the best Christmas! Auuty Linda gave me a PDA and a 25 hours watch! And My parents gave me a Creative Zen Micro! How cool is that! Anyway Merry Christmas and a happy new year.

2004-12-19T01:37:00.001+08:00

Yea! I just got my Creative Zen Micro MP3 Player! Whoo Hoo! I can now put all my songs in it. Unlike the last one which could only hold up to 40 songs.

Aaron Renfree

Today is Aaron Renfree's birthday! Whoo Hoo! If anyone is wondering who he is, he's from S Club 8 (aka S Club Juniors).

2004-12-15T23:47:00.000+08:00

Damn you.
I think I can feel something special,
Going on,
Something that has happened between us.
I feel,
More than you could ever imagine.
So clear,
I want you to know I'm gonna,

Stand By You,
If you want me too,
I'm gonna stand by you,
If you want me tonight,
I will stand by you,
Stand by you,
Cos I wanna be with you,
I'll stand by you,
Stand by you.
Stand by,
Stand by you.
Stand by,
Stand by you,
Stand by you.
Stand by,
Stand by you,
Stand by,
Stand by you.
I really wanna be with you
I really wanna be with you

Damn you,
Don't you know its over together.
Us two,
Nothings gonna come in between us.
I know,
We're going to different directions.
But you,
Will always be on my mind,
And if you think you ain't gonna get me,
I just want you to know,

Stand by you,
If you want me too.
I'm gonna stand by you,
If you want me tonight.
I will stand by you,
Cos I wanna be with you.
I'll stand by you,
Stand by you.
Stand by,
Stand by you,
Oh yeah.
Stand by,
Stand by you,
Stand By.
Stand by,
Stand by you,
Stand by you.
Stand by,
Stand by you.
I'm gonna stand by you,
If you want me too.
I'm gonna stand by you,
If you want it tonight.
I will stand by you,
Cos I wanna be with you.
I'll stand by you,
Stand by you.
Stand by,
Stand by you.
Stand by,
Stand by you.
Stand by,
Stand by you,
Stand by you.
Stand by,
Stand by you.
Cos I wanna be with you,
I'll Stand by you.
Cos I wanna be with you,
I'll Stand by you.

Anyway, Happy Birthday Christopher.

2004-12-14T11:59:00.000+08:00

I used to make nothing into something. But now, I can't even make something into something. Arggh.. Goodbye internship with Nate.

2004-12-11T23:34:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. I just checked out this website http://www.nateberkus.com/. I know that I always wanted to study interior design. But I've never wanted to go into it because in Singapore being an interior designer is a really useless job.

But suddenly I want to go into it again. (After seeing that it was possible to get an internship at Nate Berkus Association.) Nate Berkus is a really talented and amazing interior designer in Chicago. He also works with Oprah Winfrey on certain projects. Like "America's Ugliest Room" and stuff like that. I’ve seen some of his work on the Oprah Winfrey Show and think it really really good. Sigh.. I really want to get an internship with this company after Poly.. Could this be possible? I wonder..

2004-12-01T01:31:00.000+08:00

Whoa! Taufik won! As expected. Sly was just too china. But if I were to choose between them, I wouldn't pick any of them. Honestly, I think Olinda should have got into the grand finals and won. She is not a forgettable person.

Anyway, since Taufik won, means he is going for World Idol next year. I don't think he stand a chance against the other competitors but hey, anything can happen. Haha..

2004-11-30T23:02:00.000+08:00

Yea! I'm getting a new computer in just a few days! Whoo Hoo! Finally I will get to play Sims 2. I've been waiting to play Sims for the last 2 to 3 months. Sigh.. Only one month left before the end of the school holidays. Time flys. Whats more I've not done anything fun yet. Well at least I still got next month. Haha.. Maybe I should get my hair highlighted. That would be fun. Haha..

2004-11-28T21:42:00.000+08:00

After church, together my mom, cousin and her daughter, we went to Jack's Place to eat. Haha.. It was quite fun. Then after that we went to Ikea to shop for Christmas stuff. The day was kinda so-so. then when I came back, I totally forgot about my show at 4.3Opm,. Arggh.. So that was a bummer. Well at least I still got to see Phil of the future. Haha..

2004-11-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

Look into my eye! You are getting sleepy!

Haha.. I was playing with the digital camera today! Haha.. It took my 15 mins to get the eye shot right. Today was very boring. There was nothing on TV . So play computer. Sigh.. This holiday is getting boring. Don't know what to do.

2004-11-25T15:58:00.000+08:00

Yes! Just got a new wireless keyboard and mouse. So cool! Now I am typing from my bed! Whoo Hoo! So Fun. haha..

2004-11-24T01:00:00.000+08:00

"Charmed" was great! Today's episode was the one where Phoebe becomes a genie. Haha.. Here are some quotes:

Chris: I could end up half fireman instead of half whitelighter!

Piper: You look ridiculous.
Phoebe: I feel ridiculous.

Chris: I wish that Piper and Leo to sleep together tonight. (Phoebe grants the wish) *thud*
Phoebe: What was that?" (Piper and Leo have fallen asleep instead of having sex)

Haha.. So funny! I wonder when will "Ed" end on Star World. So that "Charmed" season 7 can be aired. Sigh..

2004-11-23T02:41:00.000+08:00

Yea! Just made my I/C today! Whoo Hoo! Can't wait to to collect it! Haha.. Anyway, my keyboard is driving me up the wall! I can't type the keys "e" "i" "s" "f" "1" "," and "enter".. So you must be wondering why I still can blog with a whacked up keyboard. Well, I use the on-screen keybord lor. Aggh! Typing is super slow. I take twice as long to type now! Sigh.. Just have to wait until I get a new one.

Bewitched was so funny today! Haha.. Because of an ancient macedonian dodo bird Tabitha materializes, Endora and Aunt Clara had their powers switched! And Endora was acting all werid. Haha.. The funny part is when Endora calls Darrin, "Derwood", "Dumbo" and "What's his name". Haha..

2004-11-13T01:19:00.000+08:00

"Ring A Ling A Ling, Ding Tong Ting" Weee! Haha.. Christmas is not even near and I'm playing a Christmas song! Haha.. Today was the last cell meeting for the 40 Days Of Purpose! Whoo Hoo! A the video from Rick Warren was super short too! Only 4 blanks to fill up! So fun.. Weee! Haha.. I think i going crazy! I'm zonked!

2004-11-10T01:30:00.000+08:00

Today is my birthday! Whoo Hoo! Well not really. Because it's a very boring birthday! The only present I go today was 20 bucks! Pathetic! But I don't really care. It's just a birthday. Haha..

2004-11-09T16:29:00.000+08:00

Dont spit on me and shame yourself,
Because you wish you were someone else,
You look so clean but you spread your dirt,
As if think that words dont hurt,
You build up walls no one can climb,
The things you do should be a crime,
You're king of superficiality,
Keep your lies out of my reality,
And when you're nice its a pose,
You're one of those haters,
Traitors to the human race,
Haters,
What a drag,
What a waste,
I'd like to see them disappear,
They dont belong anywhere,
Haters!
Spinning a web thats hard to see,
Of envy, greed and jealousy,
Feeling angry but you don't know why,
Why dont you look me in the eye?
You want my friends,
You want my clothes,
You're one of those haters!
Different life form,
Different species,
Broken promises and treaties,
Talkin' bout exterminating,
Not the haters,
Just the hating!
It all goes on behind closed doors,
And when you're nice it's just a pose,
You're one of those haters,
Later for the alibis,
Haters,
Any shape,
Any size,
I'd like to see them disappear,
They dont belong anywhere,
Haters!

2004-11-07T22:11:00.000+08:00

Just watched Shark Tale today. OMG.. It was so dumb (in a good way). And today is also the last day of the 40 Days Of Purpose Campaign. Next week would be the celebration week. Can't wait!

The holidays are getting boring! There’s absolutely nothing to do. It’s just sleep, watch TV and then sleep again. Sigh.. If there was just something to look forward to. Maybe school? Nah.. That’s just weird. Who looks forward to school? Maybe I should go to some theme park. Or maybe even go shopping. Sigh..

2004-11-06T20:31:00.000+08:00

I have finally made my decision! Paper work has been done, no turning back! Oh gosh, what if it's a wrong decision? Oh well.. Anyway I just watched The Princess Diaries 2 yesterday. It was fantastic. Better then the first one. I was kinda excited for it, because I actually had been waiting for the movie since August. I think i am gonna watch Shark's Tale tomorrow. umm.. Maybe.

2004-10-31T14:23:00.000+08:00

It's Halloween! Boo! Spooky! Haha.. Singapore should have Trick or Treating! It's so broing. All we do is sit at home and watch horror movies! Sigh..

2004-10-30T23:50:00.000+08:00

Wicked! It's the holidays! But I've still got a super big desion to make. Still don't get why the school gave me such a big one. Sigh.. Anyway as you can see my blog skin has changed! Yupp! I know, very girly right? Who cares? Haha.. Maybe I should change it to Hilary Duff. Umm..

2004-10-04T11:23:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. It's the first day of exams. Today's paper was English. And the comprehension was about bust lifting! How lame is that? And the setter was Miss Seah! Of all the teachers, her.

2004-09-29T21:55:00.000+08:00

28th of September in America! Guess who's birthday it is? Not mine! It's Hilary Duff's! Wicked! And her new album is also out today! how cool is that.

2004-09-18T16:23:00.000+08:00

Woah! This 2 hour per day thing is killing me! Maybe i should just stop. It does't seem to be working anyway. So why bother? I hope it will work or I think I will end up half dead by next month.

2004-09-02T15:53:00.000+08:00

In a parallel universe, in California, there was a narcissistic blowhard who lived with her moist chocolate cupcake and two tone deaf singers.
The narcissistic blowhard dreamed of going to Princeton University, and owning a hot air balloon, but her moist chocolate cupcake was always stealing her socks, making these dreams seem darn near impossible to achieve. Plus her two tone deaf singers had eyes that could wake the dead. Tough life.
Across town, there lived a dashing young man. He was thoughtful and strong, and he too hoped to go to Princeton University and own a hot air balloon - how coincidental is that?!
The bummer part: the dashing young man felt trapped by his parents' dreams for him. They wanted him to fly to Sweden and make a big sandwich! The thought of this made the dashing young man want to cry like a baby.
Well, long story short: these two met at a super huge mega-mall, fell in love and helped each other overcome all obstacles. The narcissistic blowhard got her socks back from her moist chocolate cupcake and two tone deaf singers. Inspired by that, the dashing young man stood up for himself, too.
The very next year, ready to fulfill their dreams at last, the narcissistic blowhard and the dashing young man climbed aboard a hot air balloon and headed for Princeton University.
And yes... they lived happily ever after!

2004-08-22T01:14:00.000+08:00

"Fly"

Any moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday.

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,
Fly over up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

All your worries, leave them somewhere else,
Find a dream you can follow,
Reach for something, when there's nothing left,
And the world's feeling hollow.

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,
Fly over up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

And we're you're down and feel alone,
And want to run away,
Trust yourself and don't give up,
You know you better than anyone else,

Any moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday,

Fly over up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,
And start to fly,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

Any moment, everything can change.

2004-08-17T17:11:00.000+08:00

Fuck you! You are such a bloody idiot.. Get the fuck out of my life! Who are you to say wad I am to do and how to talk to you! Fucker! Go to hell lah! Who do you think you are? King of Norway? More like the king of Fuckers! Just stay out of my life! Mind your own business! You have more faults then me! So go settle yours before trying to settle mine! Got it?! Get out of my life?!